Min Ern's

Announcement.

2009-11-24T23:15:00.002+08:00

BLOG,

I'LL DEFINITELY MISS U.

I'M LEAVING THIS BLOG HERE.

NOT DEAD.

BUT JUST A MEMORY.

A RECORD OF MY SILLY ACTS

AND ALL THOSE NICE STUFF

I'VE GONE THROUGH

IN THESE YEARS.

ANYWAYS,

YOU GUYS STILL CAN FOLLOW ME HERE.

http://showersofloveandblessings.blogspot.com

I'll update it in both English and Mandarin.
not Mandarin only.

Loves,
MinErn.

Hey human (:

2009-10-23T21:27:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna hibernate and leave this blog here,

slowly.

Updates will be more in my chinese blog.

English is tough for me

as I

speak, read, write,listen to chinese.

==Recent updates==

Extracted two of my teeth

Monday another two.

Attended RIMUP

and met many of my primary schoolmates.

Our gang, 4 decks of poker cards were confiscated today.

and we made 2 decks of poker papers for survival.

Started watching chinese drama "Black&White" today.

I like the storyline :)

Sunday will be my first piano teaching day.

Half an hour i guess.

I dont wanna break my promise u see (:

That's all I guess for now.

See ya guys =)

minern.

Darlings,

2009-10-13T21:53:00.001+08:00

see who's back =)

It's long

2009-09-19T12:21:00.002+08:00

since the last time I blogged here.

14 days,

a fortnight.

Not much to blog about..

Although I have some ideas in my head :)

but I don't know how to express them in English,

I'm afraid it's not that accurate :/

Nyways, Happy Holidays and Selamat Hari Raya :D

M.E.

I,

2009-09-05T20:29:00.002+08:00

had caused trouble for myself.

I wanna say sorry to you.

The only thing I can hope is,

you can be online soon.

I wanna clarify everything.

It's so suffering..

I'm sorry :/

minern.

Dream.

2009-09-04T22:14:00.001+08:00

It's just a dream,

a beautiful one.

Make it as a memory in my life.

MinErn, forget it.

Don't pay a damn to it anymore.

Okay?

if not, u will suffer.

Oh my,

2009-09-02T14:10:00.001+08:00

my trials suck.

Didn't do well this time..

Haihs.. =/

minern.

31st August

2009-08-31T18:14:00.000+08:00

Happy Bday Malaysia!

52 years of age..

And pls stop the nonsense happening in Malaysia.

hate them much mann..

I still like simple and nice lifestyle =)

minern.

-i wanna get the case clear, clear.-

Back!! :)

2009-08-29T15:50:00.002+08:00

~Malaysian Youth Music Festival~

It's my first time to participate this event.

Although I didn't get to join the competition, but I got to listen to people playing :)

People there were brilliant :D

At the back of their performance, I see their effort.

Hours and hours of practicing in a day,

to get the accuracy, the fluency and the way to express their songs.

It's tough yo, but they managed to overcome those problems,

and played their songs nicely.

A wonderful experience for me.

Teacher said she wants me to join the piano competition next year.

me: oh my goodness o.o

Haha, I'm just shocked.

---

Tomorrow is Sunday, church :)

Had to help connie to play the accompaniment,

as she was ill :/

Cham, I better ask someone to leave a seat for me upstairs so that I won't be alone :)

gotta ciao.

minern.

Sharing is Caring :D

2009-08-26T21:59:00.000+08:00

comfort
on difficult days.

smiles
when sadness intrudes.

rainbows
to follow the clouds.

hugs
when spirits sag.

laughter
to kiss your lips.

sunsets
to warm your heart.

friendships
to brighten your being.

beauty
for your eyes to see.

faith
so that you can believe.

confidence
for when you doubt.

patience
to accept the truth.

courage
to know yourself.

love
to complete your life.

thanks to vivian's sis :)

minern.

Wednesday.

2009-08-26T13:10:00.003+08:00

Just came back from science tuition.

Helped mum with some stuff which I need to deal them with com,

so I get to online again =)

Kinda addicted to com recently,

is it because of holidays? i wonder..

Bought 3 books from popular bookstore last saturday.

Meaningful and nice :D

I like the design of every page much.. :D

It really takes patience and time to teach CONNIE how to operate blogger.

it's so tiring :(

minern.

2nd of the day.

2009-08-24T21:54:00.002+08:00

To torture a person, is fun.

And I realised that,

that person doesn't trust me that much,

lies to me but not others,

and got suspicious very easily.

Thanks to my partner-in-crime :D

by,

minern :)

-partner in crime, i think she likes you :)-

Yesterday :D

2009-08-24T13:21:00.002+08:00

Activity about water was pretty enjoyable.

It's so refreshing after getting wet.

I want it end of the month, again.

Hear it, Kenny?

Im lovin' it.

---

Went for a jog with family after that event @ Menjalara Park.

Many people went there.

Quite noisy (by the people) but nice view though.

---

Dined at The Bird Restaurant @ Medan Putra (dont think sick people)

Enjoyed the so-called "Butter King Fish" very much,

it's so delicious. yum :P

One of the boss joined the singing competition (not songs we sang, but oldies.)

and he sang :)

He had the standard but sadly he didn't win the competition :(

Had a happy and warm dinner.

---

Pasar malam time!!

Bought khalil's latest album "Timeless" :)

It's too expensive for me to buy the original one,

cuz it's just 10 songs.

If there's free gift, I shall consider to buy it,

but sadly, no :/

However, Im still loving his songs :)

---

Holiday,

but I nidda study.

No choice, who asks us to start our trials late?

Datin. (should be)

That's all for now!

Have a nice week :D

minern

Jim Elliot

2009-08-22T21:20:00.002+08:00

-Youth Fellowship-

We watched a movie (or u call it a short film, about 30 mins) about him.

He and his friends had gone to the rural areas, to share the gospel with them.

It's very meaningful and it's a great sacrifice done by human.

And it's Jim's dream to share the gospel to people who may not listen to the gospel throughout their lives.

I respect and salute to him.

-Tomorrow-

So fast, a month is going to end now.

There will be morning prayers again.

This time, it will be earlier because we need to discuss the one-day-camp.

So I need to leave home at 7.30am :o

There'll be an activity tomorrow afternoon:

WATER!!!

It's kinda' hot nowadays,

so let's go wet!

Ha, why am i so high.

can't wait for tomorrow.

WATER :D

minern

To-A-Gal,

2009-08-21T18:41:00.002+08:00

Hui Min :)

A friend since form 1.

She always says that her birthday will fall on holidays,

but this year's an exception u see..

It's on the last day of school :D

I dont know why,

her grades are always brilliant.

but one thing I know,

she works VERY hard man..

and she's always tough,

maybe tougher than a guy?!

she knows herself well.

A friend like her,

a sweet girl,

how nice :)

And one thing Im jealous about,

she's forever young..

haha. LOL.

Happy Birthday still :)

Stay happy and pretty..

by,

minern.

---

Trials BEFORE holidays are over.

Sadly, cannot enjoy my one-week-off fully,

cuz study :(

It's okay,

because H1N1 is getting serious,

so it's not that advisable to go out frequently.

Take care of your health kay?

I dont wanna lose a friend just because of this H1N1.

minern

First Day of Trial.

2009-08-17T17:55:00.003+08:00

Chinese Paper 2

English Paper 1

English Paper 2

Chinese was fine as it was the best subject I can handle.

English was much easier than mid-year this time :D hope that it wont be at the border line of A.

Im so sure of one thing.

Puan Monica likes Hui Min and Kelly much.

FYI,they're with us in the English paper :)

Highlights for tomorrow. (Trials- Day 2)

Moral

Malay Paper 2

Timeless.

Khalil Fong's latest album.

His music is brilliant, R&B, Blues, Soul music.

He must have put loads of effort into it.

Khalil :)

Mum, may I get his album?

She will say it's a waste of money.

although she likes him too :)

Back to study.

minern :)

Saturday

2009-08-08T22:43:00.001+08:00

Juz finish deco my chinese blog..

Lazy to deco this one..

So tiring :/

ern.

Im Back

2009-08-07T19:03:00.002+08:00

Today's MPK,

but I still went to school.

Played killer with vivian,jiaxin,zixin,xhinyein and lili.

and later on Mafia.

--chinese society--

thank God i played a game in yf before,

so i used it in chinese society.

At first was a mess,

but later it was fine.

Seemed like everybody was happy :D

then im happy too :)

that's all for now.

ern.

Sometimes,

2009-08-03T18:04:00.000+08:00

I'll come here and have a look.

However, I realised that,

I'm easily forgotten.

maybe im not that kinda person who can make people to remember, always.

minern.

It's finally weekend.

2009-07-31T17:12:00.001+08:00

I have decided to take back the words that I had said earlier on.

cuz to suddenly stop com, it's totally impossible.

so I decided to on once or twice a week.

minern :)

It's a lie.

2009-07-24T21:20:00.002+08:00

If I say I wanna let my com hibernate,

it's a lie.

cuz some task will make me to use it,

although i dun wanna.

so im here to update a lil :)

chinese society's website is out!!

http://www.djhwxh.weebly.com

and i edited the choir part alr..

had a hard time to place stuff in there..

I wanna take accounts :)

I really have a great passion in it..

KH's account doesn't bring big probs to me.. :D

minern.

Last post

2009-07-21T15:10:00.003+08:00

before it will hibernate.

It's raining..

and the haze will go off =)

trial is near..

and i nidda study real hard,

if not i'll end up like mid-year,

dead :/

so i decide to hibernate my com,

that includes my blog, my fb..

i hope i can overcome the addiction,

before it has gone too deep :)

support me at the back =D

cancelled all the task i have in church,

except for the pianist..

hope i can use the time wisely,

to study,

and to get closer to God.

cuz i've realised,

Im so far from God,

compared to the others.

hardly one can find it out,

cuz im pretending.

i confess.

only some of them knows,

when i tell them the truth.

so wish me luck.

loves,

minern =)

It's,

2009-07-13T17:49:00.002+08:00

HAZY.

School really sucked today.

It's hazy

and it stinks.

It's quite hard for me to breathe.

A Day to Remember :D

2009-07-07T17:10:00.002+08:00

Thanks for everything, guys!

Love u all.. <3

Im grateful and glad with everything i have now..

Complains? no more, no more.

LOL.

Signing off,

minern :D

Still Proud :D

2009-07-06T18:08:00.002+08:00

Dynamitez,

Although 5th cannot satisfy u gals,

but I think it's enough.

Juz because,

u gals had tried yr very own BEST!

It's never a problem if u gals didn't get the champ,

but it's a problem if u gals lost the spirit to cheer.

I'm still proud of u gals :DDD

Lots of love,

minern <3

Think

2009-07-03T17:38:00.002+08:00

I'm thinking

of my attitude

of what I've done

of my words

and I've found out

I nidda change.

Let me change then :)

to be a better gal.

minern.

Hari Terbuka

2009-07-02T21:34:00.002+08:00

It's fine.

Lucky Pn Azeana din say anything bad about me,

if not im dead :/

Thank God.

----

My new love: Radio

LOL.

but it's really nice,

One FM.

It's chinese + cantonese,

but there're so many songs

to listen.

and all of the songs are great :D

english songs, they'll play some.

im not that interested in english songs now..

btw, it's gonna be weekend again :)

work for tmr,

and play!!

haha~

love,

minern.

few days later, the special day arrives.

Oh,

2009-06-24T15:08:00.001+08:00

it's such a coincident!

I scored same marks with ben yew this time again,

awal tahun pun sama.

haihs :/

his bm is still better than me,

made him ranked better than me.

haha :)

minern.

I'm

2009-06-19T15:57:00.000+08:00

totally speechless.

I dunno wad tuh say now.

have a nice weekend?

minern :)

Sadness

2009-06-15T17:50:00.003+08:00

Got back some of my test papers today.

I nidda admit that,

my exam results suck.

I won't rank top or middle anymore,
it'll be right to the end instead.

Im sure of it.

cheer up,
minern.

Youth Camp 09.

2009-06-11T17:38:00.002+08:00

It's a great experience for me :D

Let me do the talking, cuz i hardly find time to take pics =P

Day 1

Reach church at 7.30am. Totally panic. Blur.

Hardly express my opinions.

But had a great time playing the ice-breaking.

However, the ice din manage to break :/

--inthebus--

cant slept cuz it's playing "Im legend".

quite nice though, but scary.

and my lollipop can last quite long. compared to the others.

--inthecampsite--

the bus cant enter cuz the road wasn't wide enough.

so we walked. and finally reached.

opening ceremony was fine, my accompaniment was fine.

the ice-breaking was really exciting.
screams, excitement :o

then we had a "treasure hunt" thing.

my team won :D

unexpectedly.

our first clue was ridiculous.
hardly find it.

but soon later our team managed to pass all the tests.
lots of brainstorm.

i managed to solve the final question by GUESSING.
hahah :)

night was okay.

my leading was bad enough.

the second time was even worse.
cuz it's a last minute.
something like an impromptu?

Day 2

morning was fine.

but my evangelism was bad :/

busy like a bee, preparing the performance at night.

afternoon went to the waterfall.

a very scary journey.

made a KLCC, a weird one.
results from the discussion of me and joel,
part by part.

waterfall was fun (:

boys splashed water on me continuously few times,
thank God they remembered to let me breathe.

Night,
The performance was okay.

Slept at 1 am cuz had meeting.

Day 3

had a lesson learning some stuff
i really dunno how to describe.

got the score without participating the activity.
thanks pastor for knowing my needs (:

My team won the overall champ :D
our hardwork paid off :)

getting closer with team mates,
but the weird part is,
closer with those non-chr instead of chr.

im so tired,
hardly slept in the bus.

reached the peanut factory
i went there 3 years ago.
very tired
just bought 2 pckts of peanuts
and went back to the bus.

started my zzz journey.
back to kl.

after sleeping for a long time,
then i woke up.
talking with the others.

two of my team mates took photo of me.

too bad i din get anyone of the pics of them/.

safely returned to kl.

Conclusion
i still nidda improve in many aspects.

social skills especially.

and i din try my best :/

minern (:

I'm

2009-06-05T22:50:00.002+08:00

afraid.

Heart is beating fast.

Im now wondering of something.

I still can't make a decision.

minern.

Night At The Museum 2

2009-06-04T22:07:00.001+08:00

Just watch it with connie this afternoon.

It's just okay to me, nothing really special.

No special feelings upon this movie.

Too bad..

Practice's tmr :)

Bro, pls dun cause any problems. pLease.

minern (:

Music.

2009-06-03T12:18:00.002+08:00

praise session practice today (:

wish us luck :D

i want everything to be fine.

ern :)

Emo.

2009-06-02T13:59:00.002+08:00

It's my feeling now.

I'm finding out why am i liddat.

Cannot go to redbox cuz ill?

or that thing mum said? (don't ask)

I wonder...

and remember to read my new blog.

link given, previous post.

mel.

Holidays

2009-05-31T18:35:00.003+08:00

ooh, it's here (:

created a new blog:
http://showersofloveandblessings.blogspot.com

view it :)

i really admire those pianists in church very much.

they're so great :D

hope to be like them one dayy =P

camp praise session practice's on wed and fri
one of the great pianists will be there.

try my best will do (:

pray for me,
minern :D

Quick Pace.

2009-05-28T15:16:00.002+08:00

Exam's finally over..but i seemed not to be excited (:

One point,
I'm ill now.

Second point,
I'm so worried of my english and maths.

Third point,
I'm so embarassed during my last paper, kh.

I'm dealing with blood in my last paper.

There's blood on my answer sheet.

and through that,

I know Puan Tho dunno how to handle my type of case.

What case? U can choose to ask.

Exam's over and hols is around :D

minern.

A Quick Click

2009-05-27T23:34:00.002+08:00

After tomorrow, exam's over (:

Sejarah project, left only senarai kandungan and lampiran.

NIE, gotta start it soon..

Hols is here :D

Camp..what im longing for
Hang-outs too xD

Im addicted to restaurant city's background music
(for those who doesn't know wad izit, it's a fb game; if u dunno wad's fb, it's facebook)

i dun dare to tell ya my feelings,
cuz i think u deserve a better gal.

now i know, words are berry important. :)

minern.

Holiday

2009-05-25T19:03:00.002+08:00

Holiday is around (:

Sejarah - started a lil'

Math- not yet ( it's tmr.. )

Moral- not yet

Chinese- not yet

KH - not yet

Wish me luck and also pray for me that I won't fall asleep when my paper is only half-done. xD

I almost did that today , almost fell asleep while doing the paper.

Tomorrow will be a better day (:

Signing off,
minern.

2009-05-22T23:13:00.002+08:00

Exams,

should be done in a

totally different

way.

Exams are used to test the quality of the teachers u see.

So what for asking us students to study, just to score an "A" ?!

Just give us a "sudden" exam to test our understanding.
instead of giving us our exam timetable earlier to remind us to be prepared.

Testing our understanding but asking us to memorize and study before the test is so FAKE.

You won't know the true level of us students, if you let us study.

That's maybe why I don't really have mood to study for exams this time.

xD

signing off,
minern :)

Words

2009-05-21T17:50:00.000+08:00

Untidy handwritings irritate me.

1st day of exam is over (:

5 days left .

gambateh ppl.

minern.

Last Minute.

2009-05-17T18:51:00.002+08:00

It was long, since from my last post.

Exam is around. But I don't have the mood to study at all.

Projects, one left :)

Time to BLAST !! :D

it's not the right time to think about other stuff anymore.

Have a nice week humans (:
although it's exam week :x

minern :)

Pirates.

2009-05-09T13:06:00.003+08:00

Watched a show talking about pirates ytd.

In ancient times, pirates will have their flag hanging on their boats.
But now, they don't, to prevent people recognizing them (umm..they had grown smarter (: )

Pirates are actually very RICH.
They can just rob a ship or something and don't nidda rob anymore.

They actually rob fishing boats and some ships. including those which have GOLD *bling*

and they use those gold to build buildings. O.O

Surprisingly to say,
they actually use motor boats. the fast ones.

and the famous pirates are female.

Pirates have companies too. and lastime Queen Elizabeth (i forget which one) did ask the pirates to help Her to grab stuff.

The pirate had given one third of the things he grabbed to the Queen.

There are a few spots where the pirates still exist.

So, pirates are nowhere around us :P

Going for bowling later and concert, theory class at night (:

wish me luck, not to play wrongly in the concert. :D

church is tmr :)

minern.

Quick and efficient.

2009-05-07T22:35:00.002+08:00

Deadline of Geo project is tomorrow.

Finished already (:

Checklist:
~~1. Geo~~
2. Sejarah
3. Sivik
4. Tenunan
5. Study

I think I nidda complete the remain ones ASAP.

if not, i'll die in my mid-year exam ):

Pray for me,
for my time management and my efficiency.
and for the other students who are like me too :D

Wish me luck.

I want it to be over quickly.

Ciao,
minern.

Life is Hard.

2009-05-06T17:37:00.002+08:00

Life is so hard. :/

Busy with homework and projects every day.

And exam's approaching..

Tenunan was given today. to be completed.

I'm lucky (:

Have an "enjoyable" time managing projects, homework and study, Form 3's !! :D

Don't come at the wrong time, pls.

Signing off,
minern (:

4.

2009-05-04T23:18:00.002+08:00

A Very Happy Birthday to

4 persons (:

Joanne
the skilled pianist, the pretty gal, someone's sweetheart (:

Guo Xiong
(sorry i dunno how to spell yr name)
a great teacher, leads powerful prayers x)

Jin Ni
a great friend, sportswoman xD

Sit Zhang
a schoolmate since primary :)

Best wishes from me =]

im so into you.

Hey

2009-05-02T11:43:00.002+08:00

I'm so bored over here, in my hometown.

No friends, just relatives.

oh, and tonnes of homework.

I still thought I can send to them the meeting minute but I still nidda change it.

Hope I can complete this minute ASAP...

I thought I can finish my project by this weekend, but I couldn't.
I'm far away from home ):

I wanna go to church!!!
it's only a shout from my heart.
but I can't make it. except if someone can bring me there.

May God bless u all (:

minern.

o.O Tagged.

2009-04-30T23:12:00.002+08:00

1)The person who tagg you is:
Gabrina Tan.

2)Your relationship with him/her is:
Friends. duh.

3)Your first impression of him/her is :
Err.. duwanna tell ya. x)

4) The most memorable moments with them:
Being AJK with her last year in PPR.

5) The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is:
...

6) If he/she becomes your lover, you will... :
I shall tell you, it won't happen.

7) If he/she became your lover, what should he/she improve at:
I don't wish to repeat my words twice.

8) If he/she becomes yr enemy, what would you do:
Don't talk to her, treat her as air.

9) If he/she becomes yr enemy, the reason will be:
It hasn't exist yet, will tell u in future.

10) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
dunno -.-

11) Your overall impression on him/her:
Sports and Ballet person. :D

12) The characteristic you love most about yourself:
I can be crazy, and quiet at times. I love the EXTREME.

13) The characteristic you hate most about yourself:
I cause trouble to myself. :(

14) The most ideal person you want to be is:
Have good relationship with God, family and friends. Be what I wanna be. :)

15) For people who care and like you, say something to them:
I love u all too <3 thx for the care (:

Pass this quiz to 10 ppl who you want to know how they feel about you.
1. Li Jing
2. Ooi Vivian
3. Sheryl
4. Zi Ying
5. Chien Han
6. Chi Kit
7. Joyce Chan
8. Dickson
9. Louise
10. Shiwen (since u alwiz complain that u're bored.)

17) Who is 6 having a relationship with?
No idea..

18) Is 9 a male or a female?
Female (:

19) What is 2 studying at the moment?
For her exams..

20) Who was the last person you had a chat with?
Dickson..

21) What kind of music does 8 like ?
Dunno?

22) Does 1 have any siblings?
Yea..and they're so cute (:

23) Is 4 single?
Sure x)

24) What's the surname of 6?
Liew.

25) What's the hobby of 5 ?
Drawing (:

26) Do 7 and 9 get along well?
do they know each other btw?

27) Where is 10 studying at?
SMKDJ.

28) Say something casual about your eyes
they're fine, and are feeling good in their seats =P LOL.

29) Have you tried developing feelings for 2?
as a buddy, yes (:

30) Where does 9 live?
for safety reasons, I shall not say it out. and r u a stalker?

31) What colours does 4 like?
Black i guess. ( Ziying, wad colour u like?)

32) Are 5 and 1 good friends
nope.. I think they don't even know each other.

33) Does 2 like 7?
How can they like if they don't know each other at all?

34) How did u get to know 8 ?
in my church camp. I found his booklet in the shop. then my friend and I handed his book to the teacher. our team got extra marks due to his carelessness :P then only I know he studies in DJ too :)

35) Does 1 have any pets?
Yea..Oscar :) sicko' and playful.

36) Is 7 the sexiest person in the world
No to me, yes to other ppl..

37) Are you sexy?
nope :(
38) What am i doing now?
what do YOU think?

ooh, done :D

I was like, damn it.

2009-04-30T22:26:00.005+08:00

haha, I picked it from somewhere. [ 3 Bal,u know it. x) ]

But it suits me alot now. xD

Just finished correcting the meeting minute of the Ice-cream party.
Quite tiring, cuz Microsoft Word hanged for a while. but fortunately, it recovers the file.
If not, I'll go geram =P

Owh, I nidda do all this minutes and so for this year and next year.
wondering what will I become after this two years..
maybe i'll be afraid of typing and words. x]

But it's for God, so I will do it :)

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According to Ziying, Pn Chia is a blur case teacher.

I found another one today :D

Puan Tho.

She didn't enter our class when she supposed to enter;
She entered during the period after her original-scheduled period.

and she still didn't realise it when Zhong-Yuen pointed the timetable to her.

She realised it when people told her now was Geo, instead of Math.
then only she understand, why Zhong-Yuen pointed the timetable.

----

Tonnes of homework were given to me.
However, I don't have the time to complete it.

When there's projects and I nidda go back to my hometown for 3 days.

I think I better get my homework done in my hometown. :/

----

I'm gonna miss church much :(

I'll not be here this Saturday and Sunday. :/

Can't update campers info, more tasks to be accumulated, and most important,
I can't get to meet u guys.

:(

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Two weeks,
looks short
but it's very long to me.

Hometown, here I come :)

minern.

Into.

2009-04-29T16:11:00.002+08:00

对一个人冲动行事一次，就不会再有下一次了，
因为看到了，冲动的后果。

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Project season.

This year, it's from April to May.

After completing ALL the projects, then it's exam.

Gah, I dunno how to manage my time.

Ah, forget about the NIE thing.

----

Camp

It's coming after, a month? ++

The paperwork is freakin' me out.

Another event is coming up, Ice-cream party.

I nidda do the paperwork again.
ish.

Seems like everyone fixes me as the person to do this kinda' stuff. :(

----

Im so into someone. but the person will never know.

----

I love the guitar and the piano and the drum. combining together.

I just find it superb :D

----

It repeats again.

Please come at the right time.

----

I need a rhythm, which suits my mood much.

in my mind.

and a person to talk with.

minern.

2009-04-24T17:49:00.003+08:00

I found this on the door in my house
most probably done by my mum.

Btw, it's so meaningful. (:

So I decided to send it to all my friends that I have in my email add, and post it here :D

For those who didn't receive my mail or I didn't send it to u,
if u find it meaningful, feel free to grab :)

For those who doesn't understand Chinese, pls ask yr friends to translate for ya, cuz my English isn't that good. So sorry. :(

So here it goes..

态度，决定成败

平凡，但不平庸；

大胆，但不大意；

敢说，但不空说；

多思，但不多虑；

敢干，但不蛮干；

谦让，但不迁就；

虚心，但不虚荣；

勇敢，但不鲁莽；

仔细，但不小气；

宽容，但不放纵。

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成功是因为态度
态度改变人生的轨迹

一分态度，
胜过九十九分的努力。

一分态度，
影响九十九分的过程。

一分态度，
决定九十九分的结果。

一分态度，
成就九十九分的完美。

一分态度，
拯救九十九分的生命。

某些人认为成功依赖于某种天才，
某种魔力，某种我们不具备的东西。

可是成功的要素，
其实掌握在我们自己手中，
成功是正确态度的结果。

一个人能飞多高，
并非由人的其他因素，
而是由他自己的态度所制的。

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“人生成败是您态度最大的问题。
态度可以建立,亦可以毁灭
一个人/一对情侣/一班朋友/一个家庭/
一个组织/一个国家，甚至一切的一切！
乐观的态度，积极的态度，良好的态度，
带来希望，带来恩爱，带来永恒，
带来幸福，带来力量，带来国泰民安！
您知道什么叫好态度？这两个字就是谦重，
懂得谦虚客气，懂得尊重别人也懂得尊重自己！
好的态度，成就人生！”

______________________________ --老马识途（题）

愿与你共勉之 :D

Done (:

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I had learnt a fact few days ago.

Kind is good, but over kind seems not to be that good.

I was thinking,
about myself, about my attitude towards people, towards friends.
about my relationship with people, with friends.

Tears rolled down my cheeks,
soon, I turned out crying.

Thanks mum, for listening to me, for consoling me, for cheering me up.

MUM, I LOVE YOU!!!

After the cry, I learnt,

to be stronger,
to be tougher,
to be careful of all things.

After the cry, I feel so comfortable, all the miserable, sadness are away from me.

After the cry, I managed to get a satisfying, deep sleep.
Although I only slept for 4 and the half hours, but I don't nidda take a nap in the afternoon :D

I feel great :)

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God, I'm so sorry.

-----

Happy Sweet 15, Yi Huey!!! :)

Good luck and all the best in this brand new year :D

ILY.

Thanks for being a great friend :)

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"Is 'meeting sambil dining' fun?"

Can't wait till tmr..
to get the answer. :)

But I nidda record the meeting details.. :(

Btw, im not sure whether is

"meeting sambil dining sambil recording"

or

"dining then meeting sambil recording".

LOL.

but im sure it'll be a hectic day for tmr c(:

YF-Theory class-Meeting :)

'Have a nice weekend :D

ciao.

minern :)

Blah. Who cares.

2009-04-21T21:47:00.002+08:00

I know I suck in sports.
U may think the ball (volleyball) I missed was wasted, cuz u really appreciated and loved every ball u hit.
I won't blame u for telling this times and times, hampir freaking out.
But, that's me, I'm neither a MSSD player nor MSSS, so this is my standard.
I'm trying to improve myself, so that I can catch up u all's standard.
Give me some time, kay? :)

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PJPK.
I should have enjoyed it.
But the teacher made me to hate it.

Tonnes of latihan given, but this subject wasn't counted in the purata.
So what for?

I'm freaking out, because of that particular teacher.

:/

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Literature makes me fall asleep.

Especially Panas Salju.

Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde, a lil, at the end.

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98% of sugar in a blackcurrant sweet is too much, isn't it?

That's the sugar content in my friend's sweet.

He went to UK and bought this sweet for 2.60 pounds, equivalent to RM15.60.
and another Chelsea logo mint sweet for 3.00 pounds, RM18.00.

We spent time opening the cover, and finally opened by our tuition teacher.

Even boys cant open it, so it's actually "elderly have more experience". :P

but the sweet was nice :)

And now only I know, pepper chocolate in UK, they put pig fats in it. eww... :S

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Projects.

ishh. :/

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Hoping a better life, better day,
minern :D

Drums

2009-04-19T22:17:00.003+08:00

can be scary, can be fun.

Why am I saying that?

Cuz different drum sticks, will have different volumes.

Today I was playing piano accompaniment downstairs ( i mean in church) , and someone came and played the drum. He actually requested another pair of drum sticks, but he can't get it because the good ones were upstairs.

So when the praise session started,

The first song.

Take 1
The kids sang, but it seemed like they're not familiar with that song.

The song leader asked:
"Do u know how to sing this song? Why was it so soft just now?"

The kids replied:
"We know how to sing this song, but, the drum was too loud and had covered our sound."

Drummer and I:
".... =.= "

Drummer:
"I didn't get suitable drum sticks."

So the session went quite well.. had a lil' stress cuz there was people that leads upstairs there, may know my standard was low enough i guess.. :P i hope not.

Then the games for the kids..

Straight to game 3

It's a game which the kids had to find verses in the bible and padan with the choices. then they nidda send 2 persons to complete 2 puzzles, which 4 puzzles were mixed up together.

and I nidda use my stopwatch and count the time.

I had counted group 3 and 4 while John counted group 1 and 2.

and the result was:

group 3 and 4: 3 mins +++

group 1 and 2: 5 mins +++

we wondered why.. their 3 mins seems to be so LONG. :S

Had Youth Camp meeting today. Laughed alot, really much. and I was busy recording the details. (well, I nidda do the recordings for this year and next year :P )

YF's activity~~> ICE-CREAM PARTY is coming up :DDD

and I'm one of the commitee :) nidda get our meeting done sambil dining next sat :O

Sunday School. I'm gettin' blur in what the teacher had taught. and I was called AGAIN to do the ending prayer.

*Seems frustrating* It's the 3rd time in this 4 months.

btw, only Connie, Chassandra, Joel, Justin and I did the ending prayer in this 4 months.

oh, and the teacher did a few times too.

Among us 5 (excluding the teacher), everybody did once while I did 3 times.

I shall take this as a practice. then I can pray better :)
but the others don't get a chance to pray D:

Hope the teacher will realise that the others should have a chance to lead ending prayers. :)

I really like PURPLE now.. for some reasons :X

ciao.

minern :)

Sweet.

2009-04-17T17:15:00.002+08:00

I love sweet stuff :)

Chocolates | Candies | Honey | etc.etc.

Yesterday, mum had made a kinda titbits i shud say. It's made up of sugar + sunflower seeds + almonds :) Mum scattered the sunflower seeds and almonds on the baking tray, then she covers them with sugar. Then the tray was sent to the oven.

After 10 mins (if im not mistaken), the titbits was nicely baked. It had become something like biscuits. cuz the sugar had melted.

It's so delicious :D

my leg still hurts :(

stay positive.

leading songs in yf tmr and playing accompaniment on sunday :)

pray for me :)

minern :D

Again.

2009-04-16T16:51:00.003+08:00

I brought tissue paper to school today,
my reason is, if there's "in case i need it".

Last time, i used to bring tissue paper to school,
but recently i dont anymore.

We had a practice today,
i dunno how to describe it,
it's about when got fire then run from the spot.

We actually took 4 mins and 54 secs to gather in the pavilion.
Puan Cecilia said it's considered as good although she expects us to gather in 2 mins.
cuz she doesn't want 10 mins and 54 secs to become a real fact :D

It's so hot, when we're in the pavilion.
i mean the weather.

When we walked back to class,
I talked with jiaxin all the way long,
and unfortunately....

My left leg fell into the drain.
thank God the drain wasn't filled with water :)

Had a scratch on my leg,
with a wound too.

Zixin helped me in the toilet,
I just clean it with water
and she sponsored me the plaster.

There's a rabbit on it.
so cutee :)
LOL.

I had injuries on my leg since form 1, every year.

form 1- twisted ankle in school, while dashing down the stairs from bilik gerakan.
form 2- fell and twisted ankle a lil, while leaving a shop.
form 3- fell during volleyball. worst injury ever. blueblacks on my knee, enormous ones.
- another one is today :)

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They're countdown-ing number of days till PMR.

It had given me "invisible" stress.

-----

Waiting
for you to
appear.

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Confidence is back to me again :)

minern :D

It had been so long,

2009-04-15T17:32:00.002+08:00

that I'm not tagged by people :)

Now comes one,

By Vivian.

o1.Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
- forehead or by the cheeks :)
o2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
- aww..it's another day. :/
o3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?
- teammates of the treasure hunt event. :D
o4. Would you consider yourself spoiled ?
- nope. :)
o5. Will you ever donate blood ?
- if I can, I will. :)
o6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
- yea . :)
o7. Do you want someone to be dead ?
- no, or u wanna be dead? :P
o8. What does your last text message say ?
- umm... I forgot ady la, and my phone wasn't here with me.

o9. What are you thinking right now ?
- someone. *who's that?* haha, let me keep it as a secret la :P
1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
- yea !! sure . XD
11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
- 11 sumthin..cuz i chatted with mua mum.. :)
12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
- it's actually a performance shirt, and i din expect i can wear that long. it was since primary :O
13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
- sure :)

14. Who was the last person(s) who text you ?
- i said i forgot ady lo..

Three Lucky Person to do this quiz :
Ah A.
Ah B.
Ah C.

LOL.

DONE :)

heheh..

15.

2009-04-15T17:08:00.002+08:00

This is
(from left) shuyin, me, jiayin.
in our primary school.
during Children's Day 2007.

we actually did went back there.

*i know i look dumb in this pic.

and tuh-day,

I wanna talk serba sedikit about
the right side gal.

She is Jiayin,
or u can call her
Joanne.

I knew her since Std 5,
she's in my school now (duh).

She had changed much.

In primary school,
her poneytail was always low,
same condition goes to her specs.

In secondary school,
form 1- she's still liddat.

end of form 1/ start of Form 2-
she changed.
her poneytail wasn't low anymore.
and she started her "contact-lens" life.

Form 3-
still the same,
but getting prettier and prettier.

We were good friends in primary and the starting of secondary.

Soon we got our own bunch of friends,
and started to mix with them,
and forgot the old ones.

However,
God brought us together again,
by placing us in the same class
this year, 2009.

and we're gettin' closer again :)

maybe u'll feel bored now,
looking at this article,
thinking of this gal,
who im talking about.

and wondering
what's the purpose
im talking this much.

Today,

it's her

BIRTHDAY!

her

SWEET 15!

yin, you're older than me now :P

and may God
cherish our friendship
and let it last

FOREVER.

:)

ILY.

and thank you
for being
such a

WONDERFUL FRIEND.

Hugs and Kisses,
minern :D

I wanna be tough.

2009-04-13T18:11:00.003+08:00

I just got jealous.

People's bro is so gentleman..
wont remove his sis's hands roughly from his shoulder or arm,
just let his sis to grab his arm..

but it's so not my bro.

Wondering if I have a bro as she does..how nice will it be?

hope it'll come true one day..

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Just get me out of the fact.

------

I need confidence in my piano.
Im so not confident.

Thinking of leading songs next Saturday,
playing piano accompaniment next Sunday,

I totally freaked out.

Choosing songs, planning the suitable accompaniment.
argh...

and I just received a call from Pastor Wendy.

she asked me to present the team name and the songs for the camp this Sunday.

ADDITIONAL CHALLENGES.

but I willing to face the challenges, cuz it's the chance and challenges given by God. (:

i wanna be tough.

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I think im emotional nowadays.

God, pls help me..

------

just stop me from thinking those stuff.

wanna be tough.

minern.

M.

2009-04-11T18:18:00.002+08:00

Im kinda blur+ silly+ clumsy recently.

Clothes can wear upside down,
Walking down the stairs almost fell,
Standing on the stairs almost fell too,
Cant remember maths formulas,
Skipped a row of words and went straight to the next one when im copying stuff.

Feeling myself, being so dumb.

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Yesterday was Good Friday,
Tomorrow is Easter Day.

Jesus was being crucified for our sins,
and was alive on the third day,
after His death.

He is the only way for humans to reach to God.
Besides Him, there isn't other way.

He is the present given to humans,
by God.

In Him, nothing is impossible.

------

im losing confidence in music, in piano accompaniment.

------

set me free, pls.

minern.

It's just from your heart.

2009-04-08T16:22:00.002+08:00

Touched.

Make people feel touching,

it's never a tough task,

if you,

pay your effort as much as possible,

do it sincerely

from

the bottom of your heart.

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I nidda get myself out of the trap.

Pn. Joyce taught us how to do our history project,
as she's the only one who taught 3 Balau today.

13 were absent today.

Have a nice day

and believe,

you can do it

no matter how tough it is.

:D

gambateh~~ :)

ciao.

minern (:

Love.

2009-04-04T22:19:00.003+08:00

God's love NEVER fails.

I experienced it before.

He listens to your prayers,
and gives you only the one,
that He thinks is the BEST for you.

Maybe you'll think,
sometimes,
God seems not to be listening,
to your prayers.

But actually,
He didn't fulfill what you pray for,
it's because,
it is actually not the RIGHT thing for you.

And another thing
I thought of
when I read the bible:

" We don't have the right to ask God to do something we want to, because you don't have the right to insist that God must fulfill your demands."

and..

"God has the right to command us to do things, because He created you, He planned everything that is the best to you, He loves you, He takes good care of you."

This is what my Sunday School teacher told me, which I agree it much..

" If God fulfill all your demands, then it is not the true God;
If God controls human, and gives only the Best to human,then it is the true God."

My another way of explaining this..

" If human controls the computer, it is human;
If computer controls the human, then human is not human."

you may agree, you may not.

it's just my opinion towards God.

I know God loves me the most, and I love Him too !! :)

minern :)

= confused. two. =

Simply.

2009-04-02T16:47:00.002+08:00

I'm facing changes,
I know.

but I don't agree with this statement,
made by my English tuition teacher:

"Boys, it's now your turn. Getting no.1 in class is like a piece of cake. Why? because the girls will go blushing and losing their focus when they see guys. So they won't pay that much of attention in their studies, just busy looking, observing and gossiping about boys."

I don't agree with that.
Not ALL girls pay attention to boys.

I admit I am, but not over.
I have my limits.

I still study, still get good results.

and in most classes,
Boys RARELY get #1 in class.

3 Balau is a good example:

#1 Calyn
#2 Huimin
#3 Zhong Yuen
#4 Ben Yew
#5 Minern
#6 Yi Huey
#7 Shao Wen
#8 Shu Wen

As you see from the top 8 list of the class,
only 2 boys managed to get in.

So the statement made is so so wrong.

:)

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Our projects are way too much, too much.

------

In my brain:

Projects
two person
a rhythm which can cool me down,
from my stress.

------

tata :D

minern :)

2009-04-01T21:23:00.002+08:00

It's APRIL FOOL!!

A poem was created for this particular day.
I learned it when I was in primary school xD

It goes like this..

April Fool, go to school,
call your teacher stupid fool,
she slap you, don't u cry,
pack your bag and say 'bye-bye'!

p/s: there's some grammar mistakes there, but if u correct it, it wont be fluent enough, to read.

Just sharing, maybe u had known this poem since young.

I'm just waking your memories up.

Anyways, have fun!! :)

I nidda start studying for now.
haha as if.

minern :]

It's out of my expectation,

2009-03-31T21:53:00.002+08:00

I've got the 5th in class.
to be particular, it should be 4th cuz I scored the same as Ben Yew.

with the percentage of 86.10.
i always thought it'll be lower than this.

Congratz to those who scored well in their exam :)

minern.

2009-03-30T23:05:00.001+08:00

Projects

:(

isn't it too much?

and the treasure hunt was great (:

minern.

2009-03-25T16:03:00.001+08:00

J.

Fated

or what?

ah, im confused.

Holiday

2009-03-22T21:56:00.002+08:00

A week wasn't enough, agree??

Joined a bible conference for the past two days. learnt alot. and found out some stuff that i dun getta know.

Had a prayer meeting today, Kenny was late to pick me up ):

Sang for the kids, or i say "50% kid, 50% youth" today.. cuz they're 10-12 yrs old.
half way through ady. they're coming to join the youth ady. (:

Had choir today.. gonna sing 8 songs in a particular day in June .. duwanna tell u when e(:

Had the second try run for the treasure hunt today. after choir.
enjoyed and i behaved so naughty-ly.. so differently with my past behavior..
in front of the 2 guys and 1 gal.
haha (:

conclusion:
-kenny needs an alarm clock that will ring sambil moving around the room so he nidda chase the clock in order to off it. cuz he set his alarm at 6:30am and kept snoozing the alarm clock till 7:30am.

-zhiyan can eat soooo MUCH. a pack of rice and a nasi lemak.
maybe he's the next kenny..who knows?? wow (:

-im FREEZING in church..

-someone has a boyfriend.. (: and she feels that my church's ppl (sadly including me) are cold enough. but i wanna say SHE'S COLDER THAN WHOEVER OK???!!!!! i don't wanna start another long story... *trying to cool down*

-participants can eat during the treasure hunt.. but i couldn't ): im a judge, no choice . or should i say umpire?

-school's tomorrow. BOO :(

minern.

After 7 hours of work,

2009-03-18T21:59:00.002+08:00

YF's contact book is finally done!!!!

credits to : Pastor Wendy, Sis Angeline, Sis May Ying, and me (:

now i finally understand why do factory workers freak out and do something extraordinary suddenly while they're working xD

minern (:

i'm confused with my feelings again.

A visit.

2009-03-17T20:43:00.006+08:00

to Sultan Abdul Samad building.

with Jia Xin (lengzai she claimed herself as) & Li Jing.

Here's some photos of our visit..or u can say, a trip..

Feel free to grab.. only for yr own need (:

Selamat Datang ke Bangunan Sultan Abdul Samad
:P

A pic of me and the building

The building
viewed from Dataran Merdeka.

Li Jing and the building
wondering how to rotate...

Lengzai with the building
another pic without rotation..

This is what lengzai wants..

Us with the building.

girls around "him" every moment.

LOL.

For "his" thoughts,
"he" gets this.
dai sei ah..
:)

Now we get in to the building..

Have u seen something familiar?
Dear students..

W.H. Treacher..

Welcome to ~~Egypt~~ Sultan Abdul Samad building.

Istana? nope.

A lil' similar to our school's windows.
Just the shape of the window..
is different.

Us, in the building.

The design..

what do u think?

the design of the stairs..

lastly,
us
(me,lijing,jiaxin)
would like to
give our highest appreciation
to both of these leng luis
for accompany us
along this
trip.

:)

A lil joke to share..

Our miss Lim Li Jing needs attention.
She walked to a BMW, instead of entering my mum's car.
We called her for a few times, but she didn't response towards it.
and almost opened the DOOR of the car, lucky there wasn't anybody in the car.
if not, it would be a great shock for the owner.

but we cant blame her,
cuz she is rich but im not.

Li Jing, if u didn't hear us and if the car wasn't locked,
u may not be at home now.

:)

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Let me talk about Sunday.

Jia Shi had lead two songs which we sang them during the camp @ Nov 08.

He played the accompaniment,
quite similar to what I had played using piano during the camp.
and the memories in the camp dashed into my mind.

The praise team, the group, the people, the task, the games......

I just enjoyed the camp much.

Can't blame him,
The guitarist was the drummer in the camp.
He might have think the same as me,
The accompaniment I played in the camp was still in my mind.
cuz, we practiced much before the camp.

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Laziness visits me often,
just let me get my homework done,
could I?

minern :)

2009-03-14T23:34:00.002+08:00

I

had lost

lots of chances

that comes

by

my side.

Am

I considered

a dumb?

minern.

2009-03-13T19:11:00.000+08:00

Let it be,

I don't wanna care that much anymore.

I'm enough.

minern

The Pursuit of Happiness.

2009-03-11T21:13:00.002+08:00

I don't know whether it's an old movie..just watched it in HBO.

by Will Smith and others.

A meaningful movie, about this guy who met lots of obstacles and even left 21.33 bucks in his bank account. He went to this place where they welcomed those who lost their homes, it's actually a Christian Organization. They provide shelter and food for them.

He worked so hard as a broker, handling many cases and finally, his boss hired him as a formal broker in this company.

At the end, he worked hard and his son and him weren't homeless anymore.

=====

Had some of my exam results today.

They let me down,

however,

results aren't EVERYTHING.

so, who cares?

although I cared when I got my results back.

but now I don't :)

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Wish me luck for my oral.

Thank you :D

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Who says boys will have better results when they are in secondary schools?

Nah. They won't.

ha.

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-ciao

minern :)

Hey

2009-03-09T00:00:00.003+08:00

I had a rehearsal with friends in brem mall, a treasure hunt event.

8 of us are from my church.. (:

I'm the youngest among all.. c(:

(dunno who's the one who chose me into the judge panel..)

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Had choir practice today.

Sang many songs..

Nice songs but i'm tired.

and Lee Chong Wei lost. :/

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I lied.
I still can't forget him.

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minern :/

2009-03-06T17:53:00.002+08:00

EXAM'S OVER!!!!!!!

Merdeka to all dJians.

Exam is quite easy, easier than what I've expected.
except for Seni,
cuz im not good at it :P

TIME TO PLAY.
TIME TO RELAX.

Released,
minern (:

2009-02-21T13:10:00.002+08:00

money, studies, family, friends, human, life.

facing those problems?

let your mind free.

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Had a learning technique workshop justnow, ponteng-ed merentas desa (:

Got a lot from there, and I've gained my confidence back in studying x)

The most important is,

mind free.

don't think things all the time. it'll drive u CRAZYY.

in mind free mode,
minern (:

Random. Scribbles.

2009-02-20T18:05:00.002+08:00

After reading a newspaper magazine, I suddenly feel like wanna write a few essays since they don't limit the range of writing.

They want us to write 4 essays, around 600 words, no limit for title. They don't want the boring ones too.

When I see the word "boring", a flashback had occured.

It goes like this...

During our first PJPK period of the year, Mr Siva entered our class. He wanted all the girls to go to Angsana since we girls having our class there. So he said:" Murid perempuan, sila bawa buku kamu, pencil box kamu, handphone kamu dan berbaris di luar. Saya tak mau kamu ni complain nanti handphone hilang lah. Saya tak mau ini berlaku."

From this short lil' story, we knew that Encik Siva allows us to bring handphones to school :)

Then my thoughts fly to this..

We're having PMD (Program Maju Diri, not PMS yea.) at that time if I'm not mistaken. Teacher wanted us to present on "Peraturan yang sering dilanggar oleh murid dan sebabnya". So Daniel and Bin Hao had a sketch:

D: Why are u late?
H: Traffic jam lah.
D: Todday trafic report says today all trafics are very smooth wor.
H: Where got? Not accurate one.
D: Then where u come from?
H: My house lah.

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D: Why u bring handphone to school?
H: Cannot meh?
D: Buku peraturan says CAN meh?
H: But Mr Siva told the girls "Sila bawa handphone anda keluar dari kelas, nantii hilang pula datang cari saya"
D: ...

---
D: Why your hair berfesyen one?
H: I like mar.
D: Go and call your parents to take u to the barber shop.
H: I call also they cannot come lar..
D: They sure come one, faster call.
H: 100% cannot de la. Believe me.
D: Where do u live?
H: Sarawak.
D: Memang cannot ah.

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THE END.

What u do will be more creative and nicer than others,
only when u have wonderful or very sad memories,
that are always at the bottom of your heart.

We always say that,
Keep the wonderful memories,
Let the sad ones fly.

But why not keep it?
Let it be a part of your life,
to let u remember the lesson u've learnt from there,
that had turned u into a new leaf.

When someone had made u angry,
think in a positive way:
If he/she didn't behave like this,
I won't have know that this is a really bad thing.
So I shouldn't behave like he/she does.

May this few sharing let u
think more
&
grow.

smiles,
minern (:

Needle.

2009-02-18T16:37:00.002+08:00

...We had a jab, for anti-tetanus.

My class had it yesterday, while some classes are having it today.

Suffering pain for 1 second when taking the jab, it's only when the needle pricks into yr epidermis :)
However, some of them suffer more than 1 second of pain..
I can only say, everybody's different x)

After the 1 second of pain, it'll be painful for the another hand,
because,
YOU HAVE TO HOLD ONTO THE COTTON IN ORDER TO LET YOUR BLOOD CLOT!! LOL.

When the blood had been controlled by the platelets (scientific-nya), here comes the war:

Germs + Chemicals injected = ANTIBODIES+PAIN!!!

Some of them have these side effects,
I can only say,
-Sad lah

Some of them feel dizzy
Some of them fainted
Some of them blackout
Some of them feel nam
Some of them cried :(

A needle can cause many effects on human beings.

and I hate art very much.

minern (:

Valentine's Day

2009-02-14T17:22:00.002+08:00

sadly, we had school on this day.

I'll be staying at home all night,
doing TONNES of homework given by our Science teacher,
Puan Ong

This was what she said in class justnow:
"You all can do your work at night wert, since you all weren't out for dating. You all were too young to date. But I'm different, I'm going for a date tonight."

LOL.

That's why I nidda stay at home doing my homework.

...btw, no one dated me out lah. hehe x)

Happy Valentine's Day!!

May all of you find your prince/princess charming :)

<<minern>>

=wondering when will my first date be=

Volleyball

2009-02-13T18:42:00.002+08:00

It can be fun, and may be threatening at times.

I fell down during volleyball training few weeks ago.

And Tuesday, we had "Serving" practice.

All of us practiced like mad, take turns to serve.
However, the best hit was my first hit.
The others were teruk, no eye see. LOL.

The pengerusi can't take it and started to teach me.
Sadly, I still can't serve properly
so sorry :(

At last, the result was:
blood capillaries in my hands burst.

I can only say,
I'm not good in sports.

Valentines is tomorrow.

Happy Valentines and Happy Bday Leslie!! :)

minern :)

Piano

2009-02-06T18:35:00.003+08:00

It isn't that easy to learn.

Tried a new teacher today. I fired the previous one.
The teacher pointed so many problems of my hands.

Saw my weakness and also my strong part.

Exercise my hands and I'll play better.

This considers a long period of practice.

I wanna be better!!!

minern :D

2009-02-05T21:53:00.001+08:00

Worries will be get lost

only when you

DON'T GIVE A DAMN

or

WHEN YOU SMILE

:)

are your worries gone?

minern.

CNY

2009-01-31T21:31:00.002+08:00

I didn't eat much during CNY this year.
just dunno why.

Didn't touch any of the biscuits my grandma made,
Didn't touch any of the prawns cuz i'm injured,
Didn't touch any of the "bakwa",
Didn't touch any of the packet drinks,
Only take 3 cans of drinks.

Maybe, I'm addicted to those Taiwan dramas?

Injuries pull down my mood.

minern :)

Fragile

2009-01-20T20:38:00.002+08:00

...I think it suits me alot :(

After 3 weeks and 3 days, I fell down again. AGAIN.

during Volleyball training.

Wondering was me tripping over human, or human tripped over me.

Left elbow and right knee, scratched, swollen.

:/

CNY is near..

haizz... injuries. x(

minern

Let It Fly.

2009-01-16T16:35:00.002+08:00

He just came in to my life,
without any reason.

Made me happy.
Made me moody.
Influencing
my thoughts,
my actions.

Now,
I'm finally awake,
awake from,
the sweet dream.

And finally understand,
it's only a sudden impression.

My impression towards him,
stops at that point.
Before that,

....I never think of leaving.

Now I'm awake
and wanna leave.
So,
let it fly.

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Thinking seriously about this.
And I realized,
bottom of my heart,
it's another him,
not the him.

Argh,

it's complicated,

isn't it?

Haha.

ern ♥

L.O.V.E.

2009-01-14T21:48:00.001+08:00

it's complicated, from my point of view.

Just felt its complicated-ness a moment ago.

I'm thinking whether the admire is true or not.
and I got an answer, NO.

minern =D

=feelings are gone :( =

Virus

2009-01-11T15:38:00.002+08:00

...is spreading around.

Everybody is sick. Coughing, flu, fever...etc.etc.

Including me. *coughs coughs*

I hate the medicine,
sweet + bitter
what kinda combination of taste is this?? :S

I'm coughing,
and feels like my heart is gonna be coughed out by ME.

What will I do if my heart is really out?
duh. i can't do anything. I'm DEAD.
LOL.

But if human can live without their hearts,
then I'll really pass out.
Looking at the BLOODY heart..
eww....yuck!

2nd week of school is starting tomorrow.
and KOKU is starting this week.

Didn't expect KOKU to arrive that fast.

Busy moments. x(

Take care ppl.

minern :D

=confused with my feelings=

2009-01-09T19:02:00.002+08:00

Finally, the 1st week of school past!!!

We had pendaftaran for KOKU today.
The dewan was really packed and it's freakin' HOT :/

So I quickly finish my registration and walked around helping friends with their ones.

And soon, I can't tahan ady..
I wore baju kurung summore.
Can u imagine how I suffer in the dewan?

So..

I decided to

LEAVE. lolx

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After recess, there's Pn. Norsila's class.
her again, to teach me KHB.

So fast, she's asking for our lakaran.
She wanted them by next week :O

Then we had house meeting.

And us form 3 were so bored.
just sitting there, looking at the "HIGH" form 4 and 5's.

Btw, today is the last day of the first week.

PLAY AND ENJOY THE WEEKEND GUYS!!!!
AS MUCH AS U COULD!!!!

minern =D

2009.

2009-01-08T21:17:00.002+08:00

Currently dealing with books and other activities.

It's PMR.
Time flies..

Gambateh, all Form 3 students!!

Wish u all good luck and all the best.

And wish me back. heheh =P

Fine, that's all for now.

'Studying sambil relax-ing' in Progress,
minern :)

=just don't feel that much=

Happy New Year

2009-01-01T15:49:00.003+08:00

Just drop by and wish u all

Happy New Year!!!

gahh, school's reopening soon..
and I'm in Balau.

minern :D

Look Forward.

2008-12-31T18:24:00.002+08:00

Year 2008 comes to an end now.

A few more hours later, the world enters the year 2009.

2008- we have good things happening, followed by the bad ones.

Olympics, Economy, Landslides, Earthquakes...
I can only remember a few, but as u're seeing, I listed bad ones MORE than the good ones.

This can prove that, 2008 isn't a very good year.
U can see Malaysia's politics, People losing their jobs, Natural Disaster that grabbed millions of lives..

The End of The World is coming soon, I guess.
According to the bible, the end of the world will be full of disasters.

I think it's God's will to let us go through these stuff,
before we suffer the greater ones.

Let us look forward to a new year, Year 2009.

U can change the world, actually.
By making some changes in your life.

Maybe u're thinking,
"It's only me who is doing, while the others didn't do at all. So what for?"
Let me tell u,
YOUR STATEMENT IS FALSE.

Do u know what is "influence" ?
When u make a change (eg. reduce usage fo plastics),
people will follow or take it as a good suggestion
and they'll do it!

So.. soon,
u'll see people doing what U are doing.

Great, isn't it?

I received this message from my buddy,
and I wanna share it here:

2009, a new concept.
A centre point.
Health will be the centre point of everything.

2 Basic points:
When u encounter some problems, use your heart, which is opened wide, to face it.
When u see thigns, be more blur (xD)

3 Forgets:
Forget your age
Forget your past
Forget your conflicts with other people.

4 Haves:
Don't care if u're strong or weak,u must have a person who really loves u.
Have true friends
Have a good occupation
Have a warm home.

5 Do's:
Sing
Dance
Be Adorable
Smile
Be Slim (girls), Fit (boys)

6 Dont's:
Don't eat ONLY when u're hungry
Don't drink ONLY when u're thirsty
Don't sleep ONLY when u're tired
Don't nap ONLY when u're exhausted
Don't go for check up ONLY when u're ill
Don't be regret ONLY when u're old

...So sorry if there's any part that are weird, because I translated this message from Chinese to English.

Pay more effort in everything u do in this new year.
Live a happy and healthy life.

May God bless the world :D

Good luck and All The Best in this brand new year!!

=Happy New Year=

Best wishes,
minern :)

Cape No.7

2008-12-29T22:38:00.001+08:00

Watched it yesterday.

It wasn't as nice as I had expected.
But overall, it's okay.

Duwanna comment much about this movie.

This is my 5th movie in this holiday. (woot!)

Had injuries @ leg.
Suffering...

=minern=

I.S.I.

2008-12-27T22:58:00.002+08:00

21-23/12/2008
I attended a camp.
International FQ Camp, they call it as.
I thought it's only having courses, eat and sleep only.

But it's totally different when I was in there.

The teachers..
-kept our handphones, and other valuable stuff away from us.
-tell us that we only have 3 minutes to shower.
-want us, 80 people, to line up in 10 seconds' time, after the whistle is blew.
-one of us did a mistake, everybody received the punishment.

However, we upset them.
So these were what we get..
-1st level: Continuous star jumps, and the clap must be very synchronized, if not, do again.
-[didn't arrange our shoes properly] bite our shoes without our hands holding them, when the commander says "down", the timing of our shoes must be synchronized.
-[didn't clean up our fireplace properly] apply a "facial mask" on our faces. Ashes left in the fire place + water. not black enough? apply more.
-[some didn't dare to apply much "mask"] roll in the mud water. our shirt and pants must be 100% covered with mud. If not, continue rolling.
-2nd level: Bumping. Commander says "up", we come up; "down", push our bodies down. The "down" can be more than 10 seconds.
-3rd level: Bumping, but harder. Commander says "down", push our bodies down. But "up", we jump up and clap our hands and get back to "down" position.

The first day, we're very mad of the teachers.
The second day, we changed our thoughts. We started appreciating the teachers.
The third day, we were happy with the teachers.
...See the changes in us people?

We cooked our own dinner. We need to find our own firewood.
They only provided us matches, the thing to raise the fire,food, knife, pan, 4 plates, 2 pots and the sponge.

1st day- we didn't enjoy it much.
2nd day- we totally love this session.

We handmade our own keychains and sold them to people by ourselves.
We finally understand how hard our parents earn money.

We went to the handicap centres and interviewed those people there.
We understand how lucky we were to be a healthy person, living comfortably every day.

We went to the centre where those drug addicts were sent to remove their addiction.
We were showed to the process they make drugs.
We know that the material they use to make drugs are very poisonous, dangerous and YUCKY!!

We learned about Financial Quotient.
We learned how to plan before we spent.

Besides that, we learned to try the things we never ever wanna try.
We became braver.
We learned to be a good follower, before being a good leader.

Our lives changed.
Discipline turned us to another us.

We didn't regret how much punishment that were given to us.
Because they made us learn from our mistakes.

I,
giving my appreciation to ISI.
and also our camp commander,
Mr. CS Wong.

Thank you so much.

minern :)

Bon Voyage

2008-12-27T19:01:00.002+08:00

She's leaving.
Hwei Yee's leaving.

I don't want u to leave,
but I have to accept the fact.

Wish u the best of luck in your life.

May God bless u always..

Forget me not.

...I'll miss you

minern :(

I wanna wish u a..

2008-12-25T23:39:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

...Merry Xmas guys!!

13 minutes. Xmas is over.

Best wishes,
minern :D

Song Leader Training

2008-12-19T17:55:00.002+08:00

...just finished.

The number of people attended this training was less than I expected.
but it wasn't TOO little.

This training lasted for two days.

First Day
Started with praise session by John (it's actually a demo for us, who dunno how to lead properly =P). Follow up with Hwei Yee's talk about leading praise session. Roughly introduction about praise session, how to lead, why we nidda lead, the accompaniment used, what we should be aware of when leading, the practice session before leading, what songs to choose, etc. etc. Finally, Hwei Yee showed a list. We're going to lead for 15 mins ( I mean everybody.) and the program of each person is different. So we nidda follow the program given, then give our chosen songs to the pianist arranged.

The sad thing was,
I'm the FIRST one to lead. The program is The Opening Ceremony of Youth Camp. My pianist is JIAMIN. (she is one of the main pianist of my church) I'm the pianist of CONNIE also. (stress x100)

Second Day( Today)
Reached church at 2. Nidda have practice for the praise session. Everybody is fighting for the grand piano, cuz the electronic piano, the volume is softer than the grand piano (obviously :P). Jiamin arrived and we have the priority to practice first, cuz I'm the first one to lead :D

Started with Hwei Yee's reminder about everything. Everybody has a paper to drop down the comments towards the leaders. Then it's MINERN's showtime. LOL. Leaded okay, better than I've expected. But they said I'm talking softly, dunno why..

Everybody took their turns to lead and the audience (us who leaded or waiting to lead) started our singing and busy hands. Some funny situations made us laugh. Anyways, it just went well :)

Finished at 4.40pm. (delayed for 10 mins)

THE END.

We're having a cooking session in yf tomorrow. I dunno how to translate the name of the food in English. But just let me type it in chinese. 汤圆. (to all those who dunno chinese, pls ask yr chinese friends to translate for u. To those who are kind enough, tell me the English version then I'll edit it. Thanks and sorry!!)

My team is gonna make this delicacy, by replacing the ginger soup with ICE-CREAM.
creative, right??

By,
minern :D

=are u feeling better?=

Beats.

2008-12-17T15:31:00.002+08:00

My heart is beating quite quickly now.

But I don't know why.

...Finding the reason

Holidays

2008-12-16T15:33:00.002+08:00

It's gonna be over.

I din get enough rest.
I want more holidays.

School, can we have more holidays?
How bout two months?

I know Zi Ying will beat me up for saying the above statement.

minern xP

=passed by u in silence. my fault :( =

I'll miss

2008-12-15T21:35:00.002+08:00

Yeong Hwey alot. (so sorry I didn't manage to get a pic of u.. T.T)

She's a sweet girl.
A helpful girl.
A girl who brings happiness to us.
A good friend.

...and now, she's leaving us. to Johor. :/

Take care when u're there.
Be with God always.
And,
Don't ever forget us here,
who accompany u in KL.
Don't ever forget me, your friend.

...I'll miss you alot :(

Bible test is finally over..phew! But I've made at least five mistakes already :(
Nvm..

I went to PC fair @KLCC last Saturday.
Many people went there..

4 halls were filled up, halls at another floor were all used,
even the Ballroom and Banquet room were used.

Lucky it's air-conditioned, if not I'll die of hotness.

Busy schedule this week. Feeling like falling ill now.. :(

Christmas is coming....

minern :D

=saw u :)=

Record.

2008-12-12T22:04:00.002+08:00

I watched 4 movies during holidays already.

Madagascar 2 rocks.
Ten Promises I Made to My Dog sucks :(
Twilight hawt guys available :) best.
Bolt (3D) okay okay only.

Wow xD

My first time watchin that many movies in a period of time.

I can't believe this is me. cuz I'm not really interested in movies.

The only thing I can say,
"I'm facing changes."

The End.

by,
minern.

=wondering if u're still there=

2008-12-09T18:53:00.002+08:00

Tired of uploading photos to my Facebook photo album.

To view photos of my cousin's wedding, pls go to Facebook and search for my account. "Melody Ng Min Ern".

Just too lazy to upload every photo again.

The wedding went fine. Lucky it wasn't a rainy day.

My auntie cried, due to happiness.
My cousin (the bridegroom) said, "You are sending your son away, or you are having a daughter-in-law?"
Everybody burst into laughter :)

This is my first time,
attending a wedding dinner @ 4 pm.
The earliest wedding dinner I've attend.

The new couple made a video about their growth
and their appreciation to their parents.
The background music touched every parents' hearts.
It is really meaningful :)

The bridegroom donated money to
his primary school, secondary school, etc.
as an appreciation of
educating him
since he was young.

The wedding dinner is meaningful
and the dishes were nice :D
yum!!

Bible test is on this Sunday..
better start studying..

minern :D

=missin' u=